Over the rain

I saw rainbow~
I saw sun~
My mood is happy =)
Everything is solved and back to normal.
That's the way I want it so bad.
Hope it can last forever.
You are going to work in few hours soon.
And here, I wish you everything go smoothly.
And get along with your colleague.
Love you, dear~

Why???

非常折磨! 我不喜欢这个感觉！
你为何要弄到是我错的感觉.
我现在好辛苦啊！
你懂吗？我是很爱你，非常的爱你。
还是你不是爱我了？
你的朋友没有告诉我。
是我发现到的。
Are you satisfy?

Insomnia

Had spent a night with insomnia and full of tears.
Hopefully, it is just for a night.
I have lots of queries but force shall not be asked.
Cheat to them is no big deal.
And they would brag among them.
Feeling great about it.
I hate overly flatter person.
There is always a limit.
Lust is what I think.
What is left is tears~

Betrayal

I just found that betrayal is the most horrible thing that would happen.
It takes 5 years to gain a trust, but took 5 seconds to remove the trust.
When I found out about it, it shattered my heart.

Secret will not be kept for long.
And now, trust no longer remains.

Nor I find no safety.

All I can say is I miss you so bad, real BAD.
I just can't imagine if you were in UK, like most of your friends did.
But lucky enough that you are staying here.
Hehes, means higher chances of me to see you.

I miss getting so close to you,
I miss talking to you,
I miss seeing your every action,
I miss doing all those stuff with you.

I bet you have the same feeling too.
No any longer, I am going to graduate.
Yeah, which means I get to work soon and earn money for our FUTURE.
Don't forget to prepare something special for my graduation o. Blekz

Muacks, Love you so so much.
I am so happy to have you by my side.

Relationship is such a mess sometimes

• Relationship requires trust.

If there is no trust, this relationship means nothing to you.

• Relationship requires money.

No money, no relationship. Unless, both parties agree to for A A relationship.

• Relationship requires understanding.

Understanding is really important. Even if both of you have been together for so long, it doesn't mean that understanding for both of you is 100%. If you really use your heart to listen, even if she is bad of interpreting stuff, you can predict what she is telling.

• Relationship requires communication

Sometimes, is it due to communication problem, he can't neither get my jokes nor my meaning/information. Does it sometimes relate to language barrier. I just couldn't figure out.

• Relationship requires same family background?!

I don't really know about this. Is it because of different style and different background, things are different? 

I understand that you have that kind of good bf principal, in some way, just let it go. Let me take some of your burden.
I know you must have thought I was making joke on your message by sending "Haha, u have been telling me this for a thousand time."  But that what not like it. Can you please be logical a bit and not by once viewing or listening thought, making your own prediction?
I hate the way you express the word that made me feel hurt. It is not once but several time. 

I would like to declare let's us not talk to each other and give some air to breath, to think about it.

Your exam is coming soon and I will not disturb you on the mean time.

Things that I personally dislike

Seriously, I need to list down all these stuff that made me  feel unease.

1. Dislike smoke or smoker
To those smoker, if you want to smoke , for god sake don't smoke around me. If you want to die faster, go ahead! I don't wan to die at young age, so smoker GET LOST.

2. Unhealthy food
Hell yeah, I seriously want to life in healthy condition. And unhealthy food please get lost from me.

• Too oily food, NAH. It makes me feel nauseous. 
• Not a fan of spicy food, it increases my gastric juice!
• Try to stop eating fast-food. Have been stop going to pizza hut for nearly a year, KFC for 2-3 months, Domino for 5 months and Mcd for 1month plus. I will continue to stop

3. Bad habit, bad character
Hate those people who like to use you all the time. Hate their lazy attitude. I hate one of my friend's lazy attitude. I'm not your maid and I don't do your "dirty laundry". Hahas, not laundry actually.
Hate those who like to throw things simply like simply throw garbage out of their cars, hate those pet's owner who don't pick up their pet's poop and just leave it at the road or roadside.
They are just URGH!

4. Hate those who try to control me
I would love to listen to your advise but if you insist me to do the stuff that you would like to. NO way! I control myself. My brain is mine, my body is mine. My whole body from top to toe is MINE.

5. I hate Fakers!
Don't ever try to fake in front of me. If you let me found out, I will hate and look down on you forever.

So far, it's like that. I will add up to it when I figure out something new.
Chao~

Dislike your PRINCESS attitude

I just hate to do all these stuff alone.
Why you always don't want to do house chores?
Busy is not an excuse. If like that, you no need take bath everyday.
Omg, sometimes I really cannot stand the condition of this WHOLE house.
In 1 year, how long have you wash the toilet, sweep the floor, mop the floor, and also clear cob webs.
In few months time, I will no longer staying with you.
Hope you will keep the room clean by YOURSELF!
You never once clean the living room at all.
Do you think that I love to do that all by myself?
What have you been doing all the time, while I was doing these chores.
You are just a spoil brat.
I wish to have my own house and I will do whatever I like.
I hope I can change my attitude of being an ARRANGEABLE person.

Daddy

Hi dad,
A message for you. This is important. Actually, if you are having normal or good mood, you are a perfect dad.
The most memorable memory is when you are comforting me while I'm having so tough time in doing my homework. I am really touched.
Sometimes, when we are around you, we hardly have any topic to talk to.
And I feel so sad regarding this. Because I know you are quite disappointed for not getting along with us.
Dad, I really hate when you are acting like a fucking dumb ass. I hate your character when you are in bad mood. Can you please put your shoes on us? I just can't bear the way you treated us.
I really cannot stand or forgive for this character. You cannot be like this, this is a bad example.
Even, some of my sibling are like tat. This is real suck.
I have to admit that I got this stupid character too. And I will try my best to get rid of it.