Am I?

Yeah, I know you're thinking that I'm being so ridiculous and so so so sensitive. Don't even bother to ask me because I also don't know why. I won't said because of my thingy is coming and it makes my mood bad ... because you will say that I am putting blame on something else.
Actually, recently I don't feel so good.
My tummy is bloating and the area at my appendix is kinda pain every time, I make some movement.
I bet you are thinking why din't I tell you earlier?
Because what we did for these few days is argue!
I hate me, I hate myself!
Now, I'm still in down mood and thinking "Life is so miserable".
I don't really feel like talking anymore, seriously. Once I talk, I damage everything.
I m so Down seriously so down so down.
Please take me away!

The other part of you~

It's scary when I think I know a person very well but in fact, I'm not.
I don't want when we go on in a deeper stage, and you show all the part that I don't even know about.
It really scare me off.
You always know that I'm such a slow person. I'm guessing your patience towards me is already limit.
After cutting off my phone, honestly, I'm shocked and am afraid of you.
But when I saw the message you sent, of no reason, I cried in the middle of the night.
I'm such a weirdo.
Maybe your mood was down or you are really frustrated at me or at my character OR you really want to enjoy your noodle so much and I was disturbing you at that time.
I'm sorry then.
I would disturb you less then every time, you busy at something...

Family Day Out

It's so lovely and full of joy today. Went out with my family.
Watch Paranormal activity 3. It's quite nice but too bad that din't watch episode 1 and 2 as it might relate.
Paranormal activity 3 actually got me! I was kinda scared and freak out a little bit but at the beginning part, it was kinda boring. Oh btw, I support TGV cinema all the way! I love this cinema the most. The best part of this cinema is the seat is so spacious and they have a good quality of seats. You can easily find this cinema at www.tgv.com.my

After watch movie, went to have my favourite Shih Lin's XXL Crispy Chicken and Seafood Tempura. You all should try out this. 2 known outlet in Penang is Seberang Prai Jusco Aeon and Gurney Plaza (Penang Island).

Lastly, we had our dinner at LOK YUEN bukit tengah. It was well known with their service, speed and taste of food. It was an affordable dinner.

Just for You

I decided to write blog today because of you, dear.
I'm really upset today and sorry that I can't send you off, I was too tired already.
You have left your hometown meaning you are not beside me.
I do miss the feeling being around with you.
Bringing me go gai gai and doing the stuff we love to do~
It's so weird that I need to adapt once again live without you beside me. I don't like this kind of feeling anyway.
Nvm, there is some device called handphone . Hehes. I shall bother you everyday with this DEVICE!
Love you much, always thinking of you.
Gambateh for your coming exam.
Go For It~ for you and me . Blekz

No more torturing animals!

I can't bare the pain what had been given to the animal. On testing any new activities of drug, they will surely test on animals.
"May you Rest In Peace. Every bits of hurt, directly hurt my own heart. Every drips of blood, there are tears in my eyes! May God be with you!"


That is my quote for you. When I see you struggling, Ouch to my heart! My lecturer kept blaming on me, why do you let go? why do you not pulling good enough? You should be the one that teach us how to do it? We have no experiences at all, not like you! I don't blame you.


I'm kinda sad actually. But sometimes, I hid my expression behind my face.


My friend had a point too! They are actually sacrificing themselves for us. So, think positive. 


Luckily, we don't need to handle any animal anymore! 

Feeling like a real University Life~

People would probably ask since I am U student, I should have the U life.

No! No at all!

In a class, there are certainly several gangs:
i) Nerdy Gang
ii) Computer games Gang
iii) Outing Gang
iv) Independent Gang - LOLS!

Previously, I'm in the nerdy gang. That was way too boring for me! No outing and no life~
Yeah, there are probably some outings but to celebrate results and exam. When your birthday fall on the study week or exam week, No one even bother to celebrate for you. That was a nerdy life.

Currently, I'm in a well-balanced gang. Both, the nerdy and the outing gang. Hahas, that was too much for me!
But, honestly I love the outing gang~
Yesterday, we went to Pantai merdeka, Raja Uda, and Autocity. What an adventure~

Annie and Nai Hui

Kite which was bought by Nai Hui with his ONLY RM10 lead him to broke

Bil, Coleen, Annie

Bil and coleen

My favourite Durian^^

Annie

These photos were taken this morning, where we went to have dim sum~

 Sze ne, Mei Ying, Sam and Me (with my new hairstyle)

Results for 3rd year sem 1 are out!!!

After a good planned and aimed, struggled and stressed, my hard-work had paid off but still I am not that happy enough because I have not reached certain aims. I expect to get few As instead of no As at all.
I will try my very best to do in this 2nd semester. I want to prove to my parent and also my friends that, I can do it! And also let my parent to be proud of me. Oh dean list ! I am gonna get you! I still have 3 more chances! Nothing can stop me! Wish me LUCK~

The end of KL journey~

Yup, at last we went to sunway pyramid on sat.
Most of the shopping done by him~ while me? I'm having the honour to help him pick which clothes and giving suggestion. So happy that he took it!
Then, after shopped for his clothes. We went to buy Long Kei pork mince meat. I bought for his family while he bought for my family. We even sang " Long Kei Yong Kon Si Yat Si, Nei Yat Ting Hou Zhong Yi"
So sweet right? We actually plan to go back his condo to eat but we suddenly pass by a restaurant. And lots of people queuing up, we then decided to have a try. Not bad actually.

Sun:
We went to have lunch with his friends around his condo's stalls.
Then, prepared to go back.
Don't really feel sad instead I feel so enjoying because I'm going back with my dear!
But pity him, because he drive all the way. Muacks to you dear dear!
We stopped at tapak rest area. The food there YUCKS! both of us eat the 1st mouth of the egg, feel so weird, like urine smell! YUCKS! digusting ever! we spitted out immediately. what a disgusting food yet they are still selling it.
Soon, it was time to say BYE BYE~
Haih, tomorrow I'm going back to SP but have a feeling that I'm going to meet him tomorrow and this weekend.
Hehes!
I just feel that the KL journey is memorable and guess what! Our relation do go deeper because we din't quarrel at all...  I love you so much dear.
Actually, I am feeling a bit guilty because I spend your money a lot! You might say it is ok but for me, it is not!
And honestly, I don't really mind of you being fat. Because I am really in love with you! And anyway, I know that you already vow to on diet before CNY, I will support you dear! What ever you do, I will be right beside you!
 Love You!

Sunway Lagoon

WoW~
It has been years since I went to sunway lagoon.
I guess I was around 10+ at that time.
Same goes to my dear and this time, we got to go sunway lagoon once again...
The 1st time , 1st adventure with him!
I can't really express but just one word "SUPERB"!
It was super duper fun with him better with friends.
Hehes, we do really enjoy so much!
Hope that we won't get dark.
Thanks God too, because of you, it is not really sunny at that time and when we were about to leave, rain was pouring down.
It was so coincidence.
Then, we go look for food.
We went to Ah wong cafe.
Watch "great day". Malaysian movie got improved! Very touchy and funny too!
Nice to watch!
Then, we went to shop for a while~
Tomorrow might continue to shop at sunway pyramid due to lots of choices and cheap!
Hehes~

I guess I'm not a good talker...

Oh man, so embarrassing!
I would like to communicate but nothing came out from my head and it gone all blank.
We are like laughing away and den ok...ok...
Oh man~
I am really not a good talker when compare with my dear~
He can easily fit in a group if he wanted to but it is kinda hard for me...
I just don't understand myself, hmm, maybe I should look into the mirror and practice my speech skill..
LOLS~ that's totally insane. HaHa
Well, I'm so enjoying in KL with my dear, right now.
And we went shopping for hours..
It's so hurt for me when seeing him uncomfortable with his leg.
Muacks~
Bought converse shoe~ He paid half for me...=)
I guess I'm a little fond of converse due to him. Kekex..
We went to times square, Lot 10, sungei wang and mid valley...
It was so fun actually by using the GPS but my dear thought that I was nervous. Aiyoyo...
Hope our plan for tomorrow will go on smoothly.
Thanks~

Acts of Human

Recently, flood occurred in Kelantan and also Pahang. And Last year, flood occurred in Perlis and also Kedah. Other than these, tornado has been seen in Penang. I don't know whether is it true or not but WHY?
Why all these things occur? Why the sea in Penang is so polluted?
2 words : Human act!
We should realize that if we continue with this irresponsible attitudes, 2012 disaster may come true!
I hate seeing rubbish everywhere. Where ever they go, rubbish is there!
Even our beautiful mountain and jungles are soon gonna gone! Stop the development! God gave us so many beautiful stuff, but WE, as a human do not even appreciate and destroy them! Sometimes, there do not need many houses, shop houses and shopping malls. For example, Penang. Why do we need so many shopping malls??? I just don't understand that. Development destroy natural beauty! Due to earn money, they will do whatever they like!
Please don't blame God but ourselves! Try to look into the mirror and observe ourselves! Does this act really worth it?
I hope people will realize what they have done all these years.
Watch "2012", and we still have time to repair all these damages if we change our attitudes!

My brother...

I knew that all the time, I care the most among my family members is my little bro but till when he left for something, I just realize that I miss him so much! The way I cared towards him is just as if he is my own child. LOLS! I just worry that if one day, I have my own child, I would pamper my child till like hell! ARGH!
Hope that I would learn to give up at some time. I have to let my bro to be independent.

I am very shocked and also thrilled that my bro and I share the same hobby, having some similar attitude, characters, sometimes even the same thought. There are numbers of time that I know what he is thinking in his mind and also same goes to him. Sometimes, we even speak out the same opinion at the same time. Then, we will followed by "Why always follow me one?" Hehes, cute right?

We are 4years gap but characters are almost the same compare to our 2 other siblings. Because, we are the outgoing type. We both love to play sports and we join lots of activities. But sometimes, I feel that my this kind of attitude that cause him ,lack of interest towards studies. I'm a little bit regret.

To be continued ...