He was once my everything

Last blog about him.

I'm 24 and he is 23 years old.

We had been together since I was form 4 and he was form 3.

We got to know each other through Scout Jota-Joti.

It was a fate.

And the most unpredictable is we stayed nearby to each other which is 10 minutes apart. Hilarious~

We had ups and downs , broke up and got back together through out the years together.

And we love each other even much more.

We had been through several trips together (Langkawi, KL, Genting, Cameron, Bali, Singapore)

I had always been proud of him to be my BF-ed.

Always share my happiness to my circle of friends and people around me.

But things were changed after he gone to Singapore.

Sometimes, I wonder is it a wise decision to let him work in Singapore.

Attraction had successfully attracted him.

And now, we are not together.

Maybe after all, he does not love me that much.

I do not know how strong can I be but definitely hard to forget our past.

It has been wonderful memories with you and I shall thanks you for being once an important person in my life.

The last trip which ended in Singapore

Our last met up (19/10/2013)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7mZjPmgigs

Weight problem?!?

Today, I just realized I lose a lot of weight especially on my upper body after trying out a couple of clothes.

Doesn't like about it.

Hope I won't be sad anymore and try to eat more stuff.

I want to put on weight!!!

Grr....

Words could not describe my feeling

My heart is still in pain...
I thought I could recover but whenever I think about us, my tears can't stop rolling.
Why ?
Why our relationship has turn to be a disaster?
All this time, we have been good together.
I can't believe that our 7 years memories just slipped through your finger tip.
Because of her, you want to end our relationship.
I'm so hurt! I hate the way you treat me.
You are the most meanest guy I ever met!
Why can I be so naive?

我的声音

你忍着痛 放开手 

让我决定明天去或留 

你会衷心祝福我 

虽然你我的爱开花不结果 



你明知道 你爱我 

为我付出从来不保留 

我也想过说分手 

然而挂到嘴边开口太沉重 




如果爱我对你 是一种折磨 

你又何苦继续 承受这困惑 

如果相爱不是 幸福的所有 

你要放弃 我无话可说 



如果爱你对你 是一种伤害 

我会毫不犹豫 转身就离开 

如果天要下雨 注定要分开 

如果你我的爱 开花不结果 



也许花开花谢也是种结果

Heart Breaking

It takes years to develop our love
But this 333.5km had successfully made our love fade.
I won't bluff that I'm at fault too.
I made you feel that I do not need you at all.
And you told me that you have lost passion towards me.

But in the meantime, you have passion for other.
It even hurts when you told me that she place a greater place than me.
Even if I know that you are a flirty, I still feel assure because I trusted in you.
But in fact, I'm wrong.

I don't feel much assure anymore.
I have even noticed that I'm not that important anymore.
I have been deserted.
Yet, I'm still hoping...

Am I that stupid?
I miss the old you.
But..
I will definitely try to move on if there ain't hope.

P.S: Ah, my love life ain't like fairy tale (happy ever after)..

Rocking the world!

I would like to announce that I want to be myself!
No more the fake me. Why would I want to go and torture myself?
Felt angry after I refresh myself!
If you don't care, why would I care?
It's not like I'm so dependent on you!
Shit...

Over the rain

I saw rainbow~
I saw sun~
My mood is happy =)
Everything is solved and back to normal.
That's the way I want it so bad.
Hope it can last forever.
You are going to work in few hours soon.
And here, I wish you everything go smoothly.
And get along with your colleague.
Love you, dear~